music is my breakfast...

the band member.

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

md. amirul helmi
20/10/93
music enthusiast.
Try to figure out the rest of me.

band affiliates.

Abi
Amirah
Andy
Arshad
Azmee
Budiman
Chao Yan
CuiTian
Eugene
Fadzil
Hafeeza
Hisyamuddin
Jesslyn
KaiXin
KauLahAlfi
Li Shan
Luqman
Marilyn
Mubin
Nicholas
XinYing
YanRu
CCAC

props to.

the tube.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

the joint.

band history.

July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

ccac camp rawkzzz!!!

woohoo!!!
ccac camp was awesome!!!
loike, totally!!!
uh-huh!!!
yeah!!

lemme see...
oh, 1st day, errm...
hmm...
ok, i 4gt mostly wad had happened...
aarrgghh!!! so stm!!!
oh, i juz remembered, my group, WHATEVER(can drink),
we were each given a badge
thx candice(group IC)!!!
came up wif a silly cheer
we were dancing around lyk monkeys, hahax
oh, n we won d amazing race!!!
yeah!!!
we were running back n forth, headed 4 many parks
den, we unscrambled all d clues 2gedder 2 find our finishin point
which was d equipment room
......
played games, err, cheers, plannin 4 gala nite,
n sum more games, cheers, n games, den more cheers, plannin
oh, nite walk, hehe
so basket
Sec 4s(dis yr sec3) told all dis nonsensical stories
n tt was wad dey exactly did 2 scare us
walked wif thahir, quite far
gt scared once, but den ok2 lah
i was lookin at a red chair in front of d ncc room,
den Zul n dunno who popped out from behind d pillar n d wall
i tink
aftr tt, dey try scarin us sum more, but nt scared animore ah
well, tts it 4 tt day

4 d 2nd day, had PT
quite tiring, but i lyk sprinting, hehe
den aftr breakfast, gt workshop, dunno hw long
den lunch, n continue wif d workshop
d workshop was filled wif silly facilitators
hahax
especially d 2nd half of d workshop
guys seperated from girls, den gt play games
n we try 2 facilitate as well
hahax, i dun remember d coaches name
1 of them oways get a sotong clap
hahax
but seriously, he was lyk daydreaming all d way
we giv him sotong clap oso can say "huh, wad??"
hehe

oh, obstacle course was fun3!!!
gt dirty in d mud n all
oh, n as usual, hehe, my group was 1st
rawks on WHATEVER!!!
gala nite was oklah, kinda fun, but boring as well
ermm, we did a skit based on our our group name
had 2 scenes in which d word 'whatever' is involved
hehe, i played my part in d 2nd scene wif Izzat
u noe, d cute lil guy from 1/1
we were d prata stall owners in a hawker centre
well, Izzat did d talking, n we were makin prata lyk idiots
hehe, i flip3, Izzat fry3
den, wen d customers come, we had sum special way of serving
wobbled our heads, den fingers goin in a twister
hehe
oh, WHATEVER was d best, once more
ehem hem
hehe
den, gt exco election, errmm...
d 5 exco members r Yelicia, Lishan, Hasif, Minwei n Azmee
Chao Yan is no longer an IC
so pitiful

3rd day(2dae), gt do cheers, played some games b4 telematch
oh, telematch was exciting!!!
gt 3 games, errm dunno our positions,
but Coca-cola won 2 out of 3 games
tt was faris's group
den, area cleanin, debrief
den, prize presentation
really thot tt Coca-cole gonna win,
cuz dey about 2 catch up wif us
as in d total points
but WHATEVER won!!!
woohoo!!!
seems tt evry1 worked hard 4 it n we made it 1st!
hmm...
best sec2 camper: Amnah
best sec3 camper: Yelicia
dey so d very d enthusiastic, d very d laugh-a-lot n happy-go-lucky
i wonder wad happened 2 them wen dey were born
did dey cry or laugh??
hehe
well, aniwaez, tts all i hav 2 tell
yeah, guess so

n i still dun hav my front teeth...

. .. ... . .. rock evolution* 10:15 PM

__________________________________________________________________

Saturday, November 24, 2007

each step takes you to a darker place...

you've made ur choice
and it seems 2 be a wrong decision
you've enjoyed it while it lasted...
for a while.

repeat d same ol' fuckin mistakes
fooled by d same ol' fuckin scam
ur no longer 1 of d good guys...

unless u change
unless u make a difference in your life
a difference where you'll have 2 suffer 4 a moment
yet, it will all be worth d excruciating pain
cuz ur life won't be miserable anymore
you won't have 2 hide anymore bad deeds from your friends
your family
yourself.

...control yourself before you control anybody else...

. .. ... . .. rock evolution* 12:58 AM

__________________________________________________________________

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

money money money...

orite...
i am fuckin 'kering' rite now
in english, 'dry'
in other words, i gt nt much money left
ARRGGHH!!!
i'm fuckin jealous bob!!!
he bought 2 bloody awesome shirts!!!
wad d hell??!!
maybe d name bob has some kinda meaning
Brother Of Bucks
wadever...

aniwae, since i'm broke
my hopes of getting more A7X stuff is dashed
well, lemme see
i nid 2 get 3 more discs, n it would cost around...
WTF!!! $90++
damn!!!
where am i suppose 2 get all tt money??
all thx 2 d money-spending madness...

. .. ... . .. rock evolution* 4:28 PM

__________________________________________________________________

Friday, November 16, 2007

i won't let this build up inside of me...

Vermillion, Pt.2
Slipknot

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sane.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, no!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real

. .. ... . .. rock evolution* 9:18 PM

__________________________________________________________________

Thursday, November 15, 2007

let's draw!

HAAAHAHAHAHAHA...
i lyk drawin wif pens!
well, i juz became interested in drawin wif pens
cuz i hav been drawin wif onli pencils 4 a v. long time
n now, i'm re-drawing my previous drawings wif pens
n it's not juz any pen
it's err, lemme see...
Sakura Pigma Micron pens!

HAAAAHAHAHAHAHA!
man, dey r excellent!
i tink i'm addicted 2 drawin, again

...n i still suck at playin d guitar...

. .. ... . .. rock evolution* 12:36 PM

__________________________________________________________________

Saturday, November 10, 2007

bothered...

i wonder y...
but i feel tt my fam has been buyin a lotta stuff lately
it's lyk, we r gettin richer by d day
well, i guess it started when i bought d Levi's jeans
den, it's lyk we all continued buy stuff
n our money keeps goin up n down
but mostly down
hehe

CAN SOMEONE PULL ME OUT OF THIS MONEY-SPENDING MADNESS???!!!

. .. ... . .. rock evolution* 8:29 PM

__________________________________________________________________

Thursday, November 08, 2007

hehe, me now...

yozz!
i am now almost botak!
hahax
had a haircut dis aftrnoon
well, decided 2 make my hair short
cuz latr, somewhere in d early december,
shud be long enuf 2 spike
hehe
aniwae, i oso wanted 2 make my hair all balanced
as in they r of d correct length
tt is, i wan d side n back 2 be much shorter than d top
so, tts it 4 now, i guess

. .. ... . .. rock evolution* 9:17 PM

__________________________________________________________________

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

me class!

orite peeps
me heading 2 3/7, which is c4
yeah, gt quite a handful of malay boys
buahahahaha!
lemme see...
hafiz basterd, mubin, faris...
err, dunno who else, hehe
well, there's nicholas, thahir, err...
dunno lah
but i gt confident tt if gt inter-class soccer,
sure gt chance 2 win
wakakaka!!!
hehe, out of all d things, i tink abt tt
well, tts me, ok?

in terms of class spirit, i tink gd enuf
i tink
hopefully
yeah.

well, aniwae, i'm now enjoying some great songs
tt SOME ppl dun hav
well, tt person will noe himself
hehe
dun disturb...

. .. ... . .. rock evolution* 10:38 PM

__________________________________________________________________

Monday, November 05, 2007

my journey...

orite, now, gonna talk abt wad exactly happened
woke up at 10+, bath, eat, blah3
hehe
orite, met up wif Ilham at cck mrt
took bus 190 at d interchange
den, at d stop in front of lot 1, ms soh boarded d bus
wtf??!!!
man, she spotted us
haiz, bus ride so long...
look at d back of her head 4 so long...
luckily she sit quite far in front of us
we were sitting at d back of d bus
hehe

finally, she alighted at...
far east plaza?
y there?
i oso dunno...
aniwae, she went out of d bus, den waved at us
we were happily waving back
bye!!!
man, d relief was lyk d pleasure after...
u shit.
hahax
den, headed 4 heeren
step by step, heart was thumping harder n harder
quick2, 2nd lvl
now, head 2 metal section!

yesh!!!
woah, gt a few albums, n left wif juz 2 MVIs
well, juz enuf 4 me n Ilham
wait, d MVI, it's M18
wtf!!! it's juz a few bad words from them man!!!
we were standing there, wif d albums in our hands
planning wad 2 do
i came up wif d plan 2 get a MATURE person
n asked him 2 help buy 4 us
but i didnt make tt move, instead, Ilham did it
hehe

aniwae, 1st, we saw dis emo ang moh guy
but didnt dare 2 ask him
latr scared dun undrstand wad he sayin
hehe
den, gt dis chinese guy leaning on d wall wif his PDA
nice spiky hair dude
hehe
well, Ilham approached tt guy, went 4 d plan
n he was willing 2 do it 4 us
woohoo!!!
well, he bought it 4 us while we waited at d same spot
Ilham anxiously lookin at him
as 4 me, juz act lyk dunno, look at all d other albums
hehe
man, we salute u dude!!!
Ilham bowed 2 tt guy lyk a japanese man
den, d cashier kinda looked at us
well, tts wad i thought

so, we headed quickly up 2 d 3rd floor
juz 2 get rid of suspiscion
n find a japanese album 4 my sis
well, it's her b'dae
gotta get sth 4 tt j-rock fan
hmm...
find Phantasmagoria, dun hav
Malice Mizer, price out of budget
MUCC, same story
lemme see, too many 2 list out
den, found Love Psychedelico's new album
Golden Grapefruit
rite within my budget

well, bought tt, then go window shoppin
go Converse, Flash N' Splash, 77th Street
blah3
den walked all d way 2 Far East Plaza
go 2 another 77th Street
haiz, Ilham still couldnt find wad he wanted
den, aftr some time headed home

hehe, kinda fun being wif him, crapped all d way
from d start till d end
hehe
orite, tts it now
nitez peeps!

. .. ... . .. rock evolution* 11:11 PM

__________________________________________________________________

HAHAAAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!

YEAH!!!
i got d new A7X album!!!
woohoo!!!
rock on!!!
n i got all d songs b4 hafiz 2/7
well, both hafiz
hehe
aniwae, oso bought d new love psychedelico album
4 my sis, cuz it's her b'dae 2dae
man, dis is awesome
my heart has been thumping since i held on 2 d album in HMV
hehe
dis is thx 2 my gd mayte ilham n a cool chinese guy we met
well, he helped us out, in someway
hahax
aniwaez, gonna listen 2 it real soon!

oh, abt d song in my blog, pls let it load 1st
it takes quite some time
pls be patient, ok?
respect...

. .. ... . .. rock evolution* 10:27 PM

__________________________________________________________________

Saturday, November 03, 2007

haiz...

haiz...
so boring sia...
runnin out of money...
can't go out much
still haven't learn any song 2 play...
gotta try harder...
man...
when am i gonna hav fun???
how am i gonna hav fun???
if i say i wanna work, parents wont allow
4 sure...

aarrgghh!!!!
stuck in dis house lyk a pig in a pen(no offence faris)
n i've been thinkin abt wad's 2 come 4 next yr
i will hav no one 2 confide in
gotta do things on my own
lemme see, new maytes
i guess
hopefully nt meetin any same ol' faces in front of class
haiz...
kinda missin skool rite now
or i guess i shud say i miss my maytes
hmm...
any1 gt any suggestions on wad i can do during hols?
hopefully i dun rot or decay thruout d hols
uh-oh
i dont wanna grow fat!!!

. .. ... . .. rock evolution* 11:47 PM

__________________________________________________________________