guys, i need all of your views on this
(if you bother to read this)
the first time i crossed path with the skullcandys,
i froze, yet, i melted, in awe of its beauty
i knelt down before it...
[hey kid, shut your melodramatic shit!]
ok, let me get to the point
i wanna get a pair of skullcandy headphones
ones that cost $80+
yes, i can afford it, but then would mean spending all my money on it
and my second option is, just get a pair of earphones,
probably those under $50
however, i've been waiting for more than half a year to get this baby (i guess)
once, i couldn't sleep 'cuz the thoughts of owning it kept lingering in my head
and now's my chance
but still, should i lose myself to my own selfishness?
(like what i did on many other occasions,
such as the concert, and class camp, whereby i disappointed my parents)
i know i should not walk the path that desire has led me to
but if i don't get them soon,
they might end up as another mainstream bullshit
and regret not buying them when they're still not known to many
(unfortunately, this time, i can't tell myself that "regret is not an option")
someone help me pull myself together
only your time and words will prove to be my salvation...
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Friday, January 16, 2009
as they walk, their rotten feet lands on the ground
a miasma hangs around their putrid flesh
they reek as they speak
everything is bland as they taste
and as they reach out,
they stain everything they touch
for they have been poisoned out of their own stupidity
they ended their dilemma with a suicidal plunge
one that they won't see as they die
for they think they're life's a bitch
sad to say, the bitch is their own
will you find a cure for your itch?
the help that you seek?
for my lips shall no longer speak
and my arms shall no longer reach
my tireless efforts have proven to be worthless
as you shoved me aside with your caustic words
you kept your eye on the devil
wanting, waiting to fulfill your desire
your addiction
your pain
someday, you'll tell me that you need me
tell me what you wanna be
but all you see, is my back facing towards you
all your cries will fall on deaf ears
so, if you still care,
don't ever let me know...
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