so, i guess i've broken a promise to myself
why?? because i'm blogging, when i should be shifting my ass on the chair on my left and start studying (i'm now on my bro's laptop and in his seat)
perhaps i should just take some time to express myself as i, as well as many others, reach the final chapters of secondary life
also, this is a good time to brush up on my english that is fast deteriorating after weeks of abandoning my blog
in addition, this is something to be remembered, so i'd certainly have to blog about it, for i am unable to remember all these as time passes
and i'll try to keep it short.
it does sound seemingly stupid to graduate before taking your final exam
yet again, probably it's ok, because it's called GCE 'O' Level Examinations, and not Secondary School LEAVING EXAMINATIONS
anyway, in the last day of school, we see the predicted
we laughed, we smiled, we cried, and we said our goodbyes (but it ain't the final one!!!)
we said our farewell speeches, and once again, i failed to fully express myself
i doubt i seemed sincere in the eyes of many, but i did say all those things with a heavy heart, though i did not cry, for i have forgotten how
it is certain that on days like these, we wouldn't see any emotional deviations, but everyone would definitely have different ways of expressing them
the years i've shared with the class is truly an experience of a lifetime
hundreds of days being spent together were full of meaning, and the joy of it can never be erased
though there were times where we fell apart, with the help and support of each other, we all managed to pull ourselves together
and like i said, though this class is not perfect, i would be lying if i didn't say that this is what i perfectly wanted
this isn't goodbye. there is no goodbye when you believe.
"if i turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me
sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone"
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